J. Alejandro Anaya's Blog

To tell you I’m yours.
To spend the rest of my time with you.
To tell you “I Love you” every day.
To understand the complexities of being together.
To work-ship your being
To dance with you in the morning.
To kiss you good morning every day.
To tell you I’m sorry when I’m wrong.
To admire your beauty as you are.
To listen to you.
To take care of you forever.
To dry your tears when you cry.
To make coffee for you at any time.
To admire your work, criticize it, understand it
And tell you, “You are the greatest”.
To do my best on fulfilling your fantasies.
To be there when you most need me.
To support you when you want me to.
To understand you even when no one does.
To take your bad habits as part of you.
To admire your past as your best schooling.
To not criticize your errors as errors,
But rather as learning experiences.
To motivate you when you have the blues.
To remind you, you are the best.
To provide a shield to protect you from any harm.
To kiss you every time I see you.
To guide you when you are lost.
To listen attentively when you want attention.
To listen to your talking when you are sleeping.
To massage you when you least expect it.
To drive when you don’t feel like it.
To open the car door for you at all times.
To feed you if I have to.
To carry you when you need to be carried.
To make love every day if you want me to.
Ready or not is past tense.
I’m ready, are you ready?

No camino cierto, no dirección completa
¿Hacia dónde voy? Tiempo, familia, trabajo, mi tierra?
¿Cuál es la pregunta más importante hoy?
Me siento solo, estoy solo, ¿cuanto más?
¡No lo se!
Bebo, bebo, cuando estoy libre, no debo, ni tengo que!
Hoy decido yo, necesito tiempo, calidad, necesito salud
Necesito claridad, necesito sinceridad, honestidad con migo mismo
Con Dios, y con familia. También con amigos o amigas
Me desespero, me preocupo, por mi familia, mis hijos
Si, bastante pienso,
Pienso tanto que a veces no duermo, y me duele la cabeza.
Quiero escribir lo que me venga a la mente.
No hay manera de entender,
No hay manera de encontrar solución
De repente felicidad viene, y luego se va
De repente frustración ataca
Dios mío dame la fuerza y la claridad
Para poder ayudarme.
Quiero tranquilidad, quiero futuro
Dios por favor perdona me y
Llévame hacia una mejor vida
Vida con sentido, vida con harmonía
Vida con dirección
Dirección clara, definida y directa.

Black, Latino, Asian, White, or other
People are very sensitive about race, they tell me
Who is sensitive?
Latinos, Asians, Blacks, Others or whites?
No one should be if you are comfortable
with who you are!
We are all humans,
Understanding that equality is the sensitivity.
I love my white woman
That does not mean i’m racist.
It means I like my choice.
Race matters!
But humanity matter more.
We all need to be comfortable about each other’s
differences, histories, behaviors, traits and habits.
White people complaint why are you accusing me?
I wasn’t around when my race performed all these atrocities.
I’m not accusing anyone!
My answer is that
it will be a while before
you don’t hear anything about race.
Racism happen yesterday and
It happens today.
Look around you, pay attention to the media.
it is hard to forget it,
or not see it.
500 years from now
when humans discovered life and beings
in other planets and humans become humans
from earth,
We will start traveling the universe
exploring, visiting other planets and other beings.
Only then, humans will have no color variation, we will be
color blind and become humans from planet earth.
The race will be to discover beings.
Racism will be over!