Why don’t you communicate?
I wait for your emails, responds, feedbacks, or anything in return,
Like a wolf waits for his prey, hungry, eager, and anxious.
Yet, you gradually torture me.
Why do you continue holding back, punishing me and not opening up?
What have I done wrong?
I’ve given nothing but my mind, body, soul and heart.
What else do you want, my life?
Loosing
March 31, 2014
Analogia #1
March 30, 2014
Sex is like batteries in a cell phone.
If it isn’t charged, it dies.
If it is weak, don’t last for long.
If it isn’t full, Can’t talk a lot.
It is is empty, Can’t perform the basics.
Full charge batteries do wonders.
Full fuctional batteries put smiles on faces.
Don’t let your batteries die!
They might die for good.
Good Morning!
March 29, 2014
You don’t need to be sorry!
Your game is your game.
I’m not playing game at this time of my life.
All I want is to connect my soul, my heart and my mind once and for all with you.
All I want is to be humble around you like a child in need of love, in need of assurance, in need of security, in need of affection, in need of intimacy, in need of attraction, in need of admiration, in need of a link, in need of spirituality, and in need of a reflection.
I no longer want to be me, just me.
I want a bridge where I can criscross feelings, emotions, ideas, dreams, love and of course my physical being.
I want to be totally engaged, mentally and emmotionally with you.
I’m sorry for sharing my deepest state of mind, but the fact is,
I love you very much and I think about you a lot and you are constantly in my thoughts.
I have passed my egocentric self being. I’m ready and I want to share everything with the one I think is the right person, and that is you.
Compromiso
March 29, 2014
El corazón se alebrestó
Y se asustó.
Palpitó diferente,
Se aceleró y se manifestó.
Ablandándose paulatinamente
en forma consanguínea resultó.
¡El día se acercó!
Corazón en mano
Sacrificio absoluto.
Blando y tranquilo
Despliego conjurado,
Compromiso anhelado
Del sagrado corazón
Con suspiros de alma entregada,
Manifiesto entrega entera.
46
March 24, 2014
2014, Seven times round the sun ago
On a summer day, a moment stood on a Twin City side walk
Lips touched and fusion was instant.
Eternal orbits around our star will never
Erase the connection soul and heart made.
Kiss of energy, kiss of life and kiss of link.
A nano fraction of time became matter.
Nothing to be an impact to actual time in our Cosmos.
But, a hell of a minute moment of life on earth.
46 times circling orbits created you.
Seven ones have shaped our love,
Our friendship, and our connection.
Here standing for that time again
Waiting for one more 365 days dash radius.
Open arms, open heart and open mind
It’s all there is for you.
As you finished one more trip in the universal purpose,
I will love you until the end of time.
Happy 46th times to the endless gravital motion.
Piñales
March 17, 2014
En caballo cabalgabamos, padre, madre
Y hermanos. El camino claro, azul y radiante
El verde en la vereda con briza en contra
de mi cara de infante apuntando hacia mi nostalgia
Y aventura, el piñal.
Guapango y Caruzo nuestras amadas mascotas
Acompañándonos con lealtad y agilidad.
El destino era uno, montaña amarilla con rancho de paja en la cumbre.
La lección esperaba hacer descubierta y puesta en práctica.
Como niño hambriento, una porción de piña lamentos proporcionó.
El pedazo jugoso, dulce y sabroso me cegó de codicia.
Mi padre con sombrero puesto, pistola en cintura y machete en mano
Me advirtió, “no seas burro mi zipote precioso, te vas a llenar.”
En gritos exclamé y demandé más el dulce manjar.
En coro, mi madre y padre, advertencia explicaròn.
Yo, necio y caprichoso, no los escuché y aun más les pedí.
Piñas se me dieron hasta casi reventar.
Tan goloso fui, que mi estómago declinó
Y en llanto yo terminé.
Al llorar por ayuda, la respuesta fue única.
Advertencia no es de juegos!
Piñas, advertencia que el pasado me entrego.
Un Pensar
March 9, 2014
¡No se cómo conseguir lo anhelado más!
Eres la espina a vencer.
La estrella alumbrante que ciega el camino.
Se te da, se te alaba y aun no germinas
Aire que alivia pero fuego que arde
Alma fusilada con tu espina sangrienta.
El cielo se habre y se cierra en no tiempo.
Hasta cuando surgirá tu miel de luna.
Tú corazón duro y blando
Obstaculiza el mundo ideal
Como la nube negra ciega el sol.
Razón es imposible.
Conocer tu trasparente postura vence al poderoso.
Tu como un gigante sublimas a tus conyugues.
Al peso del camino, me rindo
Te doy lo que siempre daré.
El corazón y el alma con hambre de amarte
Simbolismo de lucha aguda degenerada por ilusión.
El pensar del hombre que muere paulatinamente
Esperando tu radicalización de tú cuerpo y mente.
I’m not!
March 3, 2014
What I used to be, lost in the world
Out of mind, out of control, lost in life.
No purpose!
In this moment,
I’m what I always wanted to be.
Your half, your soul mate, your challenge.
A happy being with purpose in the universe.
It will never be if it wasn’t your company.
Today is real and satisfying,
Let there be confirming evidence.
The world is ours!
And together, it is the best.
Tomorrow will come and we will be there.
I’m not yesterday!
I’m what I wast not!
You.
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